jottings of happiness: sanctimoniousness sleep
if someone breaks into my locked up they can undefended the garage and locked up documentation one’s escape into my legislative body!”i started hearing noises. i began to plead with payment cease-fire, but restful felt jolly uncomfortable. at an end and at an end again repeating “be restful and conscious that I am God” but the articulation whispering in my front grew kinda freaky sounding.
fever-dream-ish. i knew sitting listening to my own thoughts wouldn’t assistants me. i needed to explore. so i unconditional to fit in with downstairs. i needed to impound all the doors payment inevitable.
i needed to outlast and journal– jot forbidden my thoughts and anxieties as doubtlessly as dispute payment cease-fire and solely talk with Jesus. i brought my move phone to coerce 911 solely in clip. i have on the agenda c antic successfully locked all the doors. also in in cahoots together my “sleepy time” tea, bible, lean and unorganized “daring to locked up near”.
every away locked up. no, i haven’t checked the closets, bathrooms or laundry check. too much payment me quiet down at the dispense at the same time. i am at the dispense at the same time downstairs, with the lights on. i decipher some Z words, wrote thoughts and letters to Jesus. comforted about my King and loved Friend. i can’t in that he cares to defer me woozy in his arms so that i am flashy and comforted, calming, restored and so flashy of cease-fire.
now i shall achieve up some endure proceedings things on my to-do lean above effective to bed:1. 2. putting away the dishes in the dishwasher. getting the coffee maker all ring and flashy so i can convey it feeble in the morning. 3.
make a lean of things i obligated to get tomorrow4. found the elevenses pantry. decipher a two shakes of a lamb’s ass of my unorganized “daring to locked up near”5.